"We might fall, we might fall, we might fall, Hallie, we might fall," Ryan Star (We Might Fall).
Repetition, repetition, repetition, inconsistent repetitive reminders of the world so cruel. Perhaps we're just making things difficult for our selves. Finding a truth to lie of our intentions of self inflicted agony. Denial of the solutions, dependent for more ignorance. I found a pain in the deepest darkest spot I burnt into me. I crossed the line not meant to be. I went under the table to dodge a shot right at me towards the least of any integrity. I dodged for fear of your rejection and the lies that may leave on their lips. I only meant to look for your heart that I thought will give me life as you'd always deliberately took my breath away. I took a step forward, you took a mile back. I ponder upon each next step in these sand dunes....