4/22/07 09:37 pm

It's time to pay the rent again. Again. Someone's cooking and I can smell a pathetic 'lil dead chicken burning with garlic onions and chili all over its arse. There're couple of people on my list but it seems like I am the only one visible to me. Nobody's replying me. Nobody can see me. It's like I am lost in a crowd but with nobody around. My head is spinning with emptiness and a bad smell is slipping in through the door. I kept shouting and no one can hear me. I can never tell you to slow down 'cos you wldnt knw that you're driving me crazy. And I can only rant on about boredom because nothing can move on except that misery is holding on. And now, I have nothing much to rattle on.